When Authors Steal From Authors

It's horrible, isn't it? In an ideal world, theft of manuscripts and ideas wouldn't happen, but this isn't an ideal world. However, I'm not here to talk about intellectual rights and ideas; I'm talking about theft of actual money.

In the following text, I’m going through my story and pointing out clues of things not being as they should be, so that you can learn from my current situation. I will point out the clues where I should have either confronted the author in question (who was also my publisher), or filed a breach of contract to get my rights back. I'm marking my story in purple so you can skip over it if you're not interested. 

So, let’s start.

With the ease of indie publishing many new publishing houses have popped up. A lot of them are founded and managed by authors, some just to publish their own titles and some to publish other writers as well. There's a big difference between the two as the latter means there are a lot of people relying on you to keep the business going.

Starting a publishing house and taking in other authors sounds simple, doesn't it? Just hire a group of editors and proof readers, hire/outsource to a cover artist, hire/outsource to a professional formatter, sign up with retailers, learn all about media and how to reach audiences, learn to calculate royalty and make statements, answer queries and the ton of email sent your way every day, buy/make a professional website - possibly with a storefront, and keep your financial books and records in order. I don’t know about you, but to me this doesn't sound like a job for one person unless this person is doing nothing else with their time and doesn't mind long hours into the night and no weekends. Fact of the matter is that not everyone realizes just how much time and money goes into running a multi-author publishing house.

I'm not here to tell authors not to start up publishing houses. There’s a plethora of authors who can successfully run an online business and keep up with their writing. It takes time, money, skill, determination, organization and delegation to make it work. But when an author (or any person) decides to start up a new house thinking it'll be an easy way to make some cash, that's when they need to stop and reconsider. If you start up a multi-author publishing house you need to treat it like a real business and not just something you have on the side with your writing. If you go into this with the mindset that this will be a little pet project that seems easy to run or a great way to get your name out there in order to increase your fame, think again!

Now, I'm not saying that easy cash for easy work or any of the above is what author Kharisma Rhayne (Denise Blackwood) was thinking when she co-founded No Boundaries Press - I actually think she had every intention of running an actual business - but I wonder just how easy she thought it would be along with her goal of being a successful author. Granted, she co-founded the company, but a few months after No Boundaries Press put up their first title for sale (my title, Hot Hands), her co-founder had to quit and Kharisma was left with a huge responsibility and a humongous amount of work. At the time, I had full faith in her. She came across as a driven individual with innovative ideas, but it takes more than drive and creativity to work a business, especially when you decide to do it alone.

If you decide to go it alone, you must be prepared for the influx of queries and requests from authors, reviewers, readers, retailers, editors, cover artists, formatters, marketing venues, and many, many others - every day - on top of everything else that needs your attention and steals away writing time. If you decide to be the only central person within your company, for example you decide everything must come through you (like edits between authors and editors so that the editor and author never actually communicate without you in the middle) the workload becomes massive. You also need to stay on top of things in the publishing industry and make sure your company is getting the coverage it needs to be successful. This is especially hard when you're brand new on the market. 

Working with No Boundaries Press was a pleasure to begin with. I loved the hands-on approach in the publication of my shorter works and I gained valuable knowledge by working with them. The author forum was active and we'd repeatedly get fresh ideas, announcements and marketing opportunities from Kharisma. I was over the moon when I received my first quarter pay check with only two releases out. The third story was also published by then and I was on a roll. However, after Kharisma became the sole owner of the company, things started to slow down. For me, it was good because my titles were coming out too fast, but then as time went on things seemed to have stopped. My next title was supposed to come out in June, then July, and then I simply didn't know anymore (first clue). Being a non-confrontational person, I didn't push. I knew she was busy and that there were some problems behind the scenes that she was trying to sort. 

The very first point of irritation was in July 2012, when one of my books was supposed to be free for a day. I had announced it everywhere, but when the day came it passed without the discount (clue). That was a huge embarrassment for me. See, Kharisma had taken some weeks off and she was not to be disturbed. I assumed the book would be made free by some automatic mechanism, since this had been planned months in advance, but that wasn't the case. The storefront was always closed whenever she took vacation. As much as I feel that taking vacations is important, it's not good for business if it puts a stop to the whole operation. That happens if you're the only person handling things. Supposedly, Kharisma hired an assistant called Heather, but even though there was a "Heather" the business stayed closed (emails and all) whenever Kharisma wasn't around (clue). This put a little "huh?" in my head and vague warning bells, but I put it behind me and moved on. 

August came and I got my second pay check. The amount was only half of what I'd received before, but I was a new author with a new company so I didn't question it. However, Kharisma didn't send me a statement so it felt a bit weird. No statements, people, is a huge clue that something isn't right. Belated statements by a week or so is fine, but none at all is not. It added to the doubt in my mind, but I was preparing for a convention and didn't dwell on it, trusting her to have done the calculations correctly and that she'd send the statement later.

When the time came to get my third payment, I simply didn't get any (clue!). I knew the books were selling, they were being added to- and rated on Goodreads all the time. Other authors must have been inquiring about lack of payments because a message was posted in the author forum stating that if you didn't receive a payment, you didn't meet the minimum $20 (which I was hearing about for the first time). The message also said that statements wouldn't be sent out if there was nothing to pay out. This sounded off and I decided it was time to grow a set of balls and inquire about my money. However, whenever I did (and I did it a lot, albeit, always politely), the only response I got was that I should have been paid, it was odd because “Heather” had sent out all the payments, or that Kharisma would look into it and notify her accountant (clue: vague or dismissive answers). Like most of the authors, I've since learned, I thought this was just an isolated case and didn't contact the other authors to see if they'd been paid. I just assumed they had been. I trusted her to handle it since I was very busy with my fourth title finally released on November 30th. 

On November 31st, a reader pointed out to me that the Kindle format was faulty to the point where it was illegible. I emailed Kharisma about this and she said she'd look into it, but it was never fixed and stayed up for sale for six months in that faulty format (clue). She repeatedly said that Amazon was their biggest seller, so something must definitely be wrong.

Finally, we received an announcement on the author forum (announcements and updates had become scarce by this time (clue)). The third quarter payments would go out no later than December 21st. Finally, I would see my money. What was more was that NBP was officially an LLC now, so it had to mean Kharisma meant business. I submitted what was supposed to be the last story in the series. I'd been holding it back to see if things would get better and suddenly things were looking better. The story was accepted, but I never received the contract (I later found out that Kharisma was revising the contracts - more on that later). 

December 21st came and went and there was no payment. I received dismissive answers when I asked about it. I was also unhappy with the fact that the Kindle formatting hadn't been fixed despite my (polite) complaints. I was beginning to lose faith in the publishing house altogether at this point. I was sad about it, because once all of my stories were published they were supposed to come out in an anthology in print (I didn't know how easy CreateSpace was back then and thought print was a huge deal). 

So, 2013. A new year. The fourth book, Little Stalker, had been released in November and I expected a fixed version and both 3rd and 4th quarter payments to come in one nice sum...but I received nothing. Kharisma was getting harder to reach (clue) and the authors were getting antsy. I didn't push for the contract for the fifth book because I wasn't sure if I was going to signing with NBP again or go and see if someone else would take a fifth book in a series. Then an announcement was made on the forum about the bright, future plans of NBP. It looked like things were finally picking up after some serious re-organizing. Kharisma sent the contract in February. The contracts had changed considerably and the warning bells went off in my head again (I'll explain later). I had written the sixth story and wanted it in the anthology as well, but was hesitant about signing. 

On March 15th, we received a message saying that payments were rolling out. Statements were to follow over the next few days and everything should be cleared up. This was when I re-read the new contract, tried (and mostly failed) to negotiate some of the clauses and signed eleven days later. Later, when I saw no money, I contacted a few NBP authors to see if they'd been paid and no matter whom I contacted, the answer was always the same: No. 
(The only people who had received a third and fourth quarter payment were authors who bugged Kharisma until she paid (no statements), possibly to get them off her back - I wish I'd been that persistent). 

So I signed the deals for the two books. I was a trusting idiot right there, signing even if it felt wrong to me, but I was brought to believe that everything was fine. The fifth story, Welcome, Brother, was rushed through editing (which were done decently) and it was out on April 23rd. I still had no pay check though for the third and fourth quarter of last year and first quarter for this year was coming up.

By now, you're probably wondering why the hell I didn't just send a "breach of contract - give me my shit back" message. The problem was that I couldn't. All the contracts had an early termination clause stating that I'd have to pay NBP money to get my rights back (all the authors were chained by this clause). The new contracts I'd signed had an increased early termination amount, so I was looking at impossible penalty fees if I pulled my books (see my comment near the bottom about early termination clauses and how to make them work for you).

On June 2nd I’d had enough and attempted to get my rights back. I sent Kharisma a breach of contract letter, but said I wasn't ready to pay the $1500 to get my short stories back. I offered her a fair deal, but fortunately she didn't reply and I withdrew my offer after talking to the other authors.

On June 5th, the same day I withdrew my offer, "Heather" (who had been assigned to handle everything because Kharisma could no longer work due to poor health) sent a message saying that NBP was closing. We would all get our rights back (yay!), but had to pay her for covers and edits if we wanted to continue using them (here I knew for a fact that my editor hadn't been paid) and we would definitely receive our payments as NBP was closing because of personal reasons and not financial reasons. 

So, okay. Phew, relief. I was getting my rights back. The titles were pulled off the sales sites pretty promptly and I received an official letter saying that I had my rights back.

Okay, so June and July came and went. I was terribly busy, using up my month of summer vacation to re-edit, reformat and republish my former NBP titles, plus the sixth story that had never been published. I was still in close contact with the other former NBP authors. There were only a few updates from the NBP front from "Heather," one saying that 7 authors had been closed out and other payments would start rolling out before August 15th. None of the authors I've been in contact with were one of those 7. A couple of weeks later, there was a new message saying that they would start payments ON August 15th and they should all be out by August 31st. 

Well, August 31st was a week ago and the authors still haven't received a dime. What's more, the only editor I knew worked for them (we never got to know how many editors there were or what their names were (clue)) hasn't been paid and I recently learned that the cover artist, who designed over 90 covers for NBP, didn't receive payment for the covers (she'd had to dish out money from her own pocket to buy the images used for the covers! 90 covers!).

Needless to say, we've repeatedly sent messages to all known email addresses of Kharisma and "Heather," we've sent messages through facebook and other mediums, one of us had her phone number and called her, but there has been absolutely NO reply. She has cut off all communication. She has changed her phone number and no matter how you try to reach Kharisma or "Heather," she will not reply.

For three whole months, since closing, “Heather” put a lot of powder into assuring us that we’d get paid. Why? I’m not sure. The only reason we got for that pay date was because some retailers take a couple of months to send their payments.

So, I’m not saying the following is what “Heather” did, but let’s set up a hypothetical study case where a publisher might do this:

Let’s say that, despite having offered and acquired new contracts, the publisher has known for months that they’ll never be able to pay the money owed but wants to cash in on the business a little longer. Let’s say that they are getting too many complaints and finally decide to close shop. Let’s say that they figure that since they don’t have any intention of paying, they might as well milk the cow for all it’s worth and make sure the pesky authors can’t stop the final payments from the retailers, so they send out messages with promise of pay to keep them placated. Then, on payday, they stick their middle finger in the air, thank the authors for a wonderful time of working together, take the money and stop replying to any messages (even going as far as changing phone numbers and moving states to get out of reach).

This is just one scenario of why a publisher might waste their time to assure authors they’re getting paid when they are, in fact, not. 

I'm not about to make a habit of flushing out publishers or people like this, but I want to warn other people about these business practices, about entering into a contract with Kharisma Rhayne (or any of her many aliases – see the bottom of this post), and hope that by telling my story people will learn to be on an early lookout for signs of trouble (which are summarized below). This is not an isolated case, there are many independent publishers who have gone down this swirl hole. These kind of stories are coming to light more and more.

If the publisher is in breach of contract, don't wait; call them on it. If they don't correct the breach, don't listen to any golden promises or excuses; ask for your rights back. If your contract has an early termination clause, challenge it. Speaking of, when signing contracts that have early termination clauses and there's no way the publisher will remove them, make sure you negotiate into the clause that if the publisher is in breach of contract you don't have to pay the fee to get your rights back. This is extremely important. Some say that you don’t need to do this since if the contract has been breached the clause is invalid, but to save yourself a lot of headache on whether or not your publisher will validate that argument argument (as far as I can tell, even experts disagree on this clause as it all depends on the wording of the rest of the contract), negotiate on it. Yes, contracts can be negotiated as they are a mutual agreement between two parties.

Now, there are loads of former NBP authors and staff that are owed money. Where is this money? Will we ever receive it? Will the cover artist ever be reimbursed for all the stock photography she had to pay out of her own pocket? With absolutely no communication it’s impossible to tell. My only option is to look for a pro bono lawyer who will file a case against her. I probably won’t get my money back, but I cannot just sit by and watch a person get away with this. No way. My sense of right and wrong is too strong to ignore this. So, Kharisma, even if you've spent the money and can't pay me back after being ordered to do so by a judge, prepare for court.

It's been a brutal lesson; a harsh reality that not all people can be trusted when it comes to money. Anyone with a computer and internet access can pull a money-making scheme. I've learned a lot through this, for example not to be so trusting and to spot the signs of trouble. I've also learned that I need to stop being so damn nice and understanding when it comes to being paid! Publishers aren't doing us a kind favor by publishing us - it's a mutual cooperation where both parties are to be paid. It's a business transaction, even if it may be a very personal and/or friendly one. Without authors there would be no publishing houses.

A friend assures me that not all start-up publishers or small publishers are to be distrusted, and she's right, but I've been burned badly, beaten with a bat and left to simmer in my own blood without an explanation. It's an unpleasant feeling and this is why I'm sticking with established publishers from now on and will publish my shorter works under Ice Cave Publishing (which is only for me as I am currently in no position to take on the responsibilities of running a multi-author publishing house). Established publishers aren't a sure deal though: Reportedly, Silver Publishing nearly went bankrupt after spending the author royalties on expanding the business and other things.

Here are the main points I've learned about a publishing firm in trouble:

- Late or no payments

- Unrealistic promises/goals

- No replies to emails for a lengthy time/key person hard to reach without explanation (the MLR Press owner and her editor in chief always let us know if they're away and when they'll be back)

- Unclear or no answers (or "internet/computer issues" being used as a constant scapegoat)

- Faulty formats not fixed

- No royalty statements

- Promised dates are not met

- Everything grinds to a stop when the boss isn't around

Additionally:

Beware of early termination clauses! Make sure you negotiate the wording of the clause, if it must be there, so you won’t get stuck if the publisher is in breach of contract.

Here is my additional advice:

Authors: 

- Listen to your instincts and talk to other authors of the same publishing house if you have concerns. It doesn't mean that you're going behind the publisher's back (critical thinking is never wrong); you're just making sure that everything is as it should be. If there is foul play, it can be discovered much sooner if people communicate. 

- Before signing a contract, ask people who are published with the firm how they like working with them. Ask if things seem to be in order and if they’d recommend people signing with them. 

- Do a web search on a prospective publisher, both the publishing house and the people who run it. Most are legitimate, but there are always kids who won't play nicely. For example, had I Googled "Kharisma Rhayne" before I signed up, I'd have discovered something that would definitely have made me change my mind (whether or not the accusations are true, it would be too much of a risk).

- If it sounds too good to be true, it probably is.

Publishers: 

- Author royalties are NOT yours to spend. This is not your money and never was. The royalties should be set aside until they're paid out. Use whatever profit you receive to pay for whatever it is you need to pay for. If you can’t pay for it, take a loan, just don’t touch the author royalties or things will quickly slip downhill.

- If you can’t handle the amount of authors, don’t take on more!

Think you have what it takes to be a publisher? 

- Make sure you have the time and money if you decide to start a multi-author publishing house. 

- Treat this as a real business. 

- Delegate work and get more people on board so everything doesn't rise and fall with you. 

- Post updates regularly and keep a friendly communication. Try to reply promptly to email.

- Remember that there will be a lot of people counting on you and the money you’re handling for them is their bread and butter.

Lastly, none of what I've written in this post is libel. I have proof in forms of emails and screenshots for every fact written and, like my fellow former NBP authors say, it isn't libel if it's true. Over 40 people can verify that this development of NBP is true and can tell you even more startling facts. All I've done here is reveal what happened to me to try to teach people how to spot the signs. When I read over this post I feel so stupid for not having demanded to get out much sooner. However, this happened over the course of a year and a half and I didn't have every clue written on a neat piece of paper.

Before I end this, I'd like to say to the M/M writers and readers out there that the M/M author Blak Rayne is not a Kharisma Rhayne alias! It's unfortunate that Blak is already suffering from having a similar last name. 

Since we’re talking names, Kharisma has a long list of aliases. Make sure you never enter into a contract with Kharisma Rhayne, Denise Caroline, Mystee Blackwood, or Denise Blackwood (which is her real name, according to the public record of her registration of Kharisma Rhayne LLC). I have verified that these are all one person. 

These are only a few names that have been pointed out to me by others who have looked into the complex personality of Denise Blackwood: Whispering Peace, Alex Raines, and Catalina Cordova, but I haven’t been able to confirm those myself. “Heather” might also be an alias, we never received her surname or any information about her as she always communicated through Kharisma’s Facebook page, email account (along with NBP’s account and a new account created for the closing of the house) and Yahoo forum account.

Anyway, I realize that I may be committing a professional suicide by posting this. I've heard plenty of stories where the publisher/author being exposed somehow manages to turn herself/himself into the victim. I've heard how they turn their fans and followers against the whistle-blower, down-rate books on Amazon and Goodreads, mark the whistle-blower as a badly behaving author, troll around anywhere they can to discredit and ruin the person who dared speak up about the injustice of being deceived and stolen from. I am prepared for this, but I will not take part in a flame war, so if I see one starting I will walk away from it and continue writing my books. I won't get any backlash from the former NBP authors I've been in contact with because they already know that they'll never see a dime of their royalties and support me in what I'm revealing. I will absolutely NOT ask my fans and followers to attack Kharisma's books on book forums (please don't or you'll get me in trouble). What's more, I live in a world with freedom of speech and I'm using that freedom today. 

Why did I decide to reveal this? I couldn't just sit by with the nagging thought that Kharisma might try to take advantage of another unsuspecting person like me. Furthermore, I can’t bear the thought that she might get away with this (in which case, she might very well try this again), which is why I’m looking into legal counsel. Sure, she can file for LLC bankruptcy and I’ll never see a dime of my money, but from where I’m standing and from what I know about accounting, business law and business ethics, she’s behaved in a deceiving and fraudulent manner toward me, especially over the past few months, and that is punishable by law in the United States. If revealing this experiences saves ONE person from a similar experience, then this post is a success. 

Finally, if you're able, I would very much appreciate if you could share this message. Especially if you're a part of a writer group that is looking for publishers, or a group of new and upcoming authors.

Sept 13th Update: We finally received a surname for “Heather” after I posted the original article, in a letter attempting to free Kharisma from all legal claims and liabilities by transferring everything over to “Heather.” However, we have been unable to locate a real person with this name, so we still think "Heather" is fictional. Still, even if there was a “Heather” there are no witness signatures on that document, so... 

Sept 13th Update: No Boundaries Press had a vendor area which basically functioned as a place for non-NBP published people to sell their books and earn 70% of the sales back, kind of like Amazon (except NBP handled all the uploading and there was no way to monitor sales like you can on Amazon). We always assumed that these vendors always got paid first thing, but I've been contacting them and according to those I've spoken to, one hasn't received any payment while another (one of the first ones) received a payment in 2012 but not since.

The Future of the College Fun and Gays Series

Some of you may have heard that No Boundaries Press is closing down and may wonder what happens to the books they had published. The authors are getting their rights back and we're free to do what we want with them. I've contacted a different publisher about republishing, but if that doesn't work out I'm self-publishing. 

The stories won't be available for sale for a (hopefully short) while, but I'll work hard on getting them all up again as quickly as I can (including Cold Hands that hasn't been published yet).

Squeal with me!

Squeal with me, people! 

I just signed the contract for Welcome, Brother and submitted Cold Hands. No Boundaries Press will publish them in 2013 (if it accepts Cold Hands). I worked on polishing the blurbs last night:

Welcome, Brother (College Fun and Gays #5):

When arts student Kyler Morris applies for a membership to the Nova Britannia Brotherhood, he's immediately star struck by their intimidating leader, Hunter Kingsley. Fellow arts student Hunter, however, isn't the bad-ass he's made out to be and takes Kyler under his wing.

While Kyler struggles to keep his crush under control and his sexuality hidden from the Brothers, Hunter battles daemons of his own in the form of two Brothers who aren't playing by the rules.

Cold Hands (College Fun and Gays #6 - bonus story):

“Hot-Hands” and Casper have been dating for a month, but their relationship is as prosperous as carbonated milk. It doesn't help that Hot-Hands is racked with guilt over his high school bullying of Casper, or that Casper darts away whenever his boyfriend gets a little too frisky.

Desperate to hang onto his boyfriend, Hot-Hands tries to earn the trust he shattered years ago, so they can face their disastrous past and have a chance at a happy future.

This is the sequel to Hot Hands and contains big spoilers if it’s read first.

The manuscripts are ready for the editors, so all I have to do is wait. Well, no, not wait. I have to get Black Hurricane finished ASAP if I want it out before GRL 2013 ^.^ And then there's Midnight Muffins...

January 2012 Recap

I was going to post this in January, but it's February now! I'm officially one years old as an author. January 3rd was the official day of my one year - January 4th if we're talking about non-free fiction. In the monthly rundown, I'll be going over what happened in 2012 and linking to a few interesting posts from 2012.

January 2012:

I decided to gamble on a new publisher, No Boundaries Press, so they share my anniversary of one year. They kicked off by publishing a few free stories, including my In His Pocket, on January 3rd. In His Pocket has held the nr. 1 spot on the most downloaded titles on NBP since that day. 

The first ever non-free story published by NBP was Hot Hands, on January 4th. It has also been on their top 10 bestseller list since then and also became an ARe bestseller.

My first novel was released on January 13th through MLR Press, A Life Without You. It was well received, getting twelve 4+ reviews from book blogger sites (four of which were 5 stars), and became an ARe bestseller.

I spent rest of the month in revisions for my upcoming works, making beginner's mistake in marketing, and getting my m/m-only blog hop brainchild started. What an exciting month!

A Chance to Get a College Fun and Gays Book

Hi guys :)

I know I just did a giveaway, but this one's a different sort. My publisher, No Boundaries Press, is having a giveaway. You need to have a facebook account to enter. Here's the very simple thing you have to do:

"Get entered to win an NBP book of choice: Simply reply to THIS post and tell us who invited you. That's all...simple. We'll pick a winner on Wednesday January 16, 2013."

NBP published my College Fun and Gays works: Hot Hands, Grade-A-Sex Deal, The Walls Have Ears and Little Stalker.

The Next Big Thing (NSFW)

Welcome Brother (by Dan Skinner)

Bet you keep seeing that blog title all over, huh? Well, it's my turn ;)

Jessica Freely, whom I had the great pleasure to meet at GayRomLit this year, asked me recently if I'd like to be a part of this big thing. So what is the big thing anyway? It probably started with one person, who chose four people to answer the same questions, who each chose four people to answer the questions, etc. So it's probably a huge pyramid by now. I'm supposed to link to her blog and to the blogs of the four people I contacted. Well, the four people I contacted were either too busy or didn't want to take part, so I'm only linking back to Jessica.

What is the working title of your book?

Welcome Brother (College Fun and Gays #5)

Where did the idea come from for the book?

A photograph by Dan Skinner, titled Welcome Brother (he gave me permission to use that title). However, the story has drastically changed since then and isn't so much about kinky sex anymore (in fact, there's not much sex in it). It's about being in love with the brotherhood's leader and some issues of being gay in a brotherhood.

What genre does your book fall under?

M/M Contemporary Romance. More specifically, college romance.

Which actors would you choose to play your characters in a movie?

I can't think of any. This story is too short to ever be made into a film.

What is a one sentence synopsis of your book?

When college student Kyler applies for a membership to the Nova Britannia Brotherhood, all he can see is their very intimidating leader.

Will your book be self published or represented by an agency?

It will be published by No Boundaries Press, hopefully at the beginning of next year.

How long did it take you to write the first draft of your manuscript?

A couple of weeks. I edit as I go, so it takes a bit longer. I then sent it to critique partners... and put it away for months and months before I took a look at it again. I'd been convinced it wasn't a good story, but reading it again I've realized that it is a good story, even though it just might offend a few people. 

What other books would you compare this story to within your genre.

Hard to say. The other stories in the College Fun and Gays series? They all take place in college (the same college, actually -  those paying attention will see the occasional character from another story), but they're not really related in any other way, so they can be read in whatever order people want. 

Who or What inspired you to write this book?

Like I said, a photograph by Dan Skinner initiated the idea, but the story changed a lot since then. I actually own this photo (bought it from him and it's at the top of this post), but realize now that I can't use it for this story. Maybe I'll write a pure erotica to go with this photo, but it won't be in this series. Actually, I do have an idea for the plot...

What else about your book might interest the reader?

Kyler, the main character, is insecure about his speech. He has the "gay accent" - and this is why I think people might get offended - which isn't really a "gay" accent, just a speech pattern that some guys (gay and straight) have. As a new brother, Kyler doesn't want his sexuality discovered right away, because people don't often give him a proper chance if they know he's gay before they get to meet him. He's spent years coaching himself to keep the "gay" out of his speech, but slips up in front of the brotherhood leader. 

This part of the story was actually inspired by Zathyn Priest, who wrote a blog post about his "gay accent", a speech pattern he has, but doesn't want to have. I wrote a long author's note at the end of the story to explain this and why I put it in the story.

Out of My Hands

I just sent the galley comments back to MLR, so Absolutely Eric is officially out of my hands. Yay! And *gulp*. New releases are equally exciting and scary. Well, more like 60% exciting and 40% scary. Now I just have to wait for 16 days until Eric takes over the world with his wicket dance moves ;)

So, what's next?

I need to polish my Welcome Brother (College Fun and Gays #5) before I send it to NB Press and then I'm off to write about Jazz!

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Grade-A-Sex Deal Excerpt

Here's a little excerpt from yesterday's release of Grade-A-Sex Deal:

A light knock on the door brings me out of my misery. The only perk of this job is about to enter, and perky he is indeed.

Troy Anderson pokes his beautiful face into my office, swings his slim, athletic body inside and locks the door behind him.

“Come in,” I say calmly to the young kid who only ever wears skin-tight jeans and sleeveless tops. My guess is that he does it just to tease me. I can’t take my eyes off his thin waist and nicely toned biceps and whenever he catches me ogling, he shoots me a smirk.

“What can I do for you, Troy?”

“You can give me an A on that exam you’re making,” Troy replies in his low, seductive voice. His blue eyes scan the table in front of me. Out of habit I pull a folder over my notes. 

“And why would I do that?” I ask in my monotone teaching voice.

Troy’s full lips quirk into a smirk. “Because we have a deal.”

He walks to my desk and traces the edge with a long finger. My eyes follow that finger where it slides off the wood and lands on his growing bulge.

“The deal’s off,” I state matter-of-factly. 

An old magazine lies on top of my screen. I grab it and pretend to sink my consciousness in the wonders of the South-American rainforests while everything within me is fantasizing about what he keeps hidden in those jeans.

“No way,” Troy says with a confident smile in his voice. “I haven’t been coming to see you every week for you to bail out now. The exam is next week.”

I count down a full minute before I lower the magazine to answer. “I’m very well aware of that, Mr. Anderson, but you didn’t show up last Monday night. You broke the deal.”

“Oh come on, I was studying,” he says and for the first time I hear a crack in his resolve. It surprises me so much that my eyes fly up to meet his. That gorgeous, sandy-blond hair half covers one of his blue eyes and sweeps the curve of his neck. His slender jaw flexes on his tanned face as he swallows.

“What do you propose?” I ask calmly, trying hard not to reveal how much he affects me. His mere presence is enough to have me jumping hoops. Yes, we do have a grade-A-sex deal, but the more we meet the more I like having him around. 

He resumes his calm nature, leaning over the end of the desk with his perky little ass in the air. “Well, I’m here now. You can do me twice.”

He has my undivided attention for a few seconds before I toss away the magazine, grab a pen and start flicking through the Webster’s. 

“Oh come on,” he murmurs, edging himself a little farther towards me. “I know you have other guys knocking on your door every night. It’s not like you didn’t have anyone to play with. How many guys have you fucked this week?”

“Several,” I reply with a shrug. “How many teachers have fucked you this week?”

“Several,” he echoes with a carefree grin and adjusts his perfectly shaped elbows on my desk. 

Hot Hands Purchase Links

Hot Hands has been out for about a week and things are doing well :) I was very excited to see a four star review on Goodreads, and then a five star review (!)...that wasn't written by me. Super exciting for a new author, fresh out of her packaging ^.^

I wanted to list the Hot Hands purchase sites in one blog post, so I won't spam my own blog. No one likes spam, though these promo posts are beginning to feel a little spammy. I need to get my butt in gear and post other things here too!

No Boundaries Press (publisher)

All Romance e-Books

Amazon.com

Barnes & Noble

Bookstrand

I'm told there will be more :)

Just one more thing. I'm not dissuading anyone from buying from Amazon.com, but many international countries are charged extra $2.50 per e-book and sometimes even more (for me in Iceland, my short story costs $5.34 - which is just ridiculous). If international buyers want to avoid these costs but still get a Kindle version, buying from someone like All Romance e-books, Bookstrand, or from the publisher's store is a good option. Most sales sites have Kindle compatible formats for download (.mobi and .prc). The only difference is that you'll have to download the book (one click), and then manually transfer it to your Kindle (drag and drop into the "documents" folder on the Kindle). It's easy and less expensive. You're not doing the author harm by buying the book for less in this instance - we don't see a dime from that extra cost. 

Hot Hands Out Now!

Goodness people! Hot Hands came out four days early at No Boundaries Press. I believe it will be available from other sellers on the 8th (not sure though). The price is $2.99.

Blurb:

For weeks, college student Casper has been the victim of sail-by goosing and groping. The problem is that Casper would very much like to get more than groped by those wonderful, big, hot hands. With a journal full of clues, he sets out to discover who his mystery groper is. However, he may be in serious trouble once he discovers the ominous identity, trouble that has nothing to do with the light bondage involved.

Hot Hands is the first of five in a series of short stories, called ‘College Fun and Gays’. Each story is independent of the others and each covers a deep issue. Hot Hands focuses on the effects of high school bullying for being gay.

FREE: In His Pocket

Guys! Christmas just came early...or late ^.^

In His Pocket is now available for FREE at No Boundaries Press. It's a short read, but funny (or meant to be).

Blurb:


When Patrick found fourteen year old Matt digging through his trash, he had no idea he was about to take in a foster son. Being a dad, however, was no easy task, especially since the kid managed to leave Patrick dumbfounded more than once as the years passed. 


Now, at eighteen, Matt presents Patrick with a problem on a whole new level - a problem Patrick may not be able to solve. Matt wants him as a lover. 


This little fast-paced story is not written to be taken seriously. Of course, my humour and the subject isn't to everyone's liking. It was written after I read a number of yaoi stories and wanted to switch things around in regard to the common Seme/Uke dynamic. 


Enjoy!

Stuff Your Stockings Christmas Blog Hop!

Merry Christmas, kids! I'm super excited to be writing my first blog hop post. Let it be the first of many!

Over the next three days, Dec. 16th-18th, nearly 200 authors/publishers will be giving away prizes on their blogs. To find this glory goodness, go to this link: The Blog Hop Spot. They have all the names and prizes listed. To sum up: over $450 in gift cards, 150+ ebooks, jewelry, gift baskets, Christmas ornaments, a KINDLE FIRE (don't miss that one! Blogger nr. 78), and all sorts of stuff.

But before you click the link, check out MY prizes! I'm giving away an e-copy of my upcoming release of Hot Hands, the first short story in the College Fun and Gays series. It will be released on January 8th 2012. I'm also giving an e-copy of my debut novel, A Life Without You, which will be released by MLR Press early next year. AND a $15 gift certificate from the Hot Hands publisher No Boundaries Press (their store will launch in the beginning of January). 

I know! It sucks! No one will receive my prizes before Christmas, but I promise they're worth waiting for. I'll randomly draw three winners, one for each prize.

I'm not going to make you jump through hoops to enter. Of course I would love it if you would follow my blog - but if you have little or no interest in keeping up with my future ramblings and m/m related things, then I won't ask you to follow for the mere sake of following. There's little point in that ^.^

Just leave a comment below and an online way for me to reach you if you win (email, facebook link, anything). You don't even have to check my blog again to see if you won, though I will announce the winners ;) You know, bragging rights and all.

First Cover!

My First Cover!

People! We have an official cover! No Boundaries Press is working super fast (honestly, they answer my emails within minutes if it's during waking-hours in America). It was designed by lovely Dakota Trace, and she nailed it on first try. 

This is the first of five short stories in the College Fun and Gays series. They are all independent of each other, but all take place in a college and/or dorm. The other covers will have that college building, but a different photo above it and a different color (I think). 

So far, NBP have been amazing to work with. We haven't begun on the edits, but those girls are so sweet and energetic, and ready to answer every question I have. I also get a whole lot of say in the cover art (we're working on the next two as I'm writing this). 

So yeah, Hot Hands will be out in January 2012 and will possibly be my debut - if A Life Without You won't be released by then (I still don't have a date on that one). 

Signed with No Boundaries Press

I know, I know, I promised segments, but I still haven't written a single one! I'm so sorry. It's just that things have been super busy lately.

The latest news is that I've signed three contracts with No Boundaries Press for my series of short stories: College Fun and Gays. These three stories are Hot Hands, A Grade-A-Sex Deal, and The Walls Have Ears. I'm writing the fourth, but all in all they will be five. Hot Hands will be released in January 2012, A Grade-A-Sex Deal in February, etc. When all have been released, they will be gathered into an anthology.

Each story is independent of the other, 10-15k long, and they really have nothing in common other than taking place in a college/dorm. There's a deep theme in each, like bullying, rejection after coming out, deep insecurities, and struggling with coming to terms with one's sexuality (haven't decided what the fifth will be). But each also centers around love and of course there's hot sex in every single one.

No Boundaries Press is a new publishing company. In fact, it's so new that they're only releasing their first batch of books in January 2012. I'm super excited to be working with them, because these girls are fantastic and very, very organized. They pay 60% royalty on ebooks - which is beyond generous - and chase away all of heir books from pirate sites (how cool is that??). They also hold workshops on copyright and piracy, promotions, and branding (and more to come in the future), hold giveaways and competitions. They have a book review blog that reviews books from all over the place. Aaand they have their own Promotions Director, who actively helps No Boundaries Press promote their authors.

Cool? I'd say so ^.^